Kate capped the syringe with shaking fingers. Watching the wild pain in his eyes as she slid the needle into his neck was going to haunt her for a long time. He'd sat there, still as death while she'd injected the cortisone. Not a single complaint as every muscle locked on his body.
It truly only took a moment to do it, but it felt like eleven years instead of eleven seconds. The involuntary tears that leaked down the side of his eyes into his hair had been the last thing she'd been able to bear. She wrapped the discarded needle in white medical tape, tucking it into the side of her bag.
The sudden gagging as he drew a deep breath before dashing to the bathroom was the last straw. She collapsed into the secretary chair tucked into a tiny desk in the corner, tears running unchecked. What the hell was wrong with me?
She'd given a million cortisone shots over the years. She couldn't understand why this man made a difference. She'd warned him of the side effects, but she'd been unsure just how quickly they would hit him with the location of the shot.
She'd been studying case files in laryngology, volunteering for a rotation with the ENT's at the hospital. Her fellow interns were fighting to get into surgery and she was spending every free moment learning the ins and outs of the voice box.
She bit her knuckle as Jon heaved in the other room. Finally, unable to stand it, she stood hovering outside of the bathroom. "Are you okay?"
A shuddered breath choked through him as his hand shakily moved to pull his hair back. Good fuck, it felt like fuckin' fire boiling through his neck and up along his scalp, even his hair felt itchy. He managed a nod before whispering, "I'm fine," He choked as another shaft of nausea hit and he prayed he'd hit the toilet and get nothing in his hair. God help him, he felt like he was going to choke on his own damn tongue. He tried to unglue his tongue from the top of his mouth, it felt like it was three sizes bigger, before muttering again, "I'm totally ok." Who am I trying to convince me or her? Fuck it I feel like crap and she damn well knows it.
She grabbed a washcloth and soaked it with icy water. "C'mon, let's get you into bed." She smoothed back his hair. "Do you want to rinse your mouth?" She pressed the white cloth against his forehead, frowning when they were nearly the same color.
He straightened a moment and nearly stumbled, his eyes closing for just a moment. His mouth tasted like the inside of a trashcan for god sakes. He leaned over the sink and splashed water onto his face before palming some into his mouth. Swishing it around a moment he spat then pushed back. "Man it tasted better going down," he croaked, a lopsided grin on his lips. As he opened his eyes he saw the glimmer of tears in her eyes before pulling her in close, "Feel like my body's on fire. Shit babe, next time you wanna heat me up I have better ideas."
She wrapped an arm around his neck, giving a hiccuping laugh as he stumbled against her. "I don't know if the reaction is because there was too much injected or just the way your body processes it." She stepped back, looping an arm around his waist. When he sagged against the bed, she ended up falling with him into the queen bed. "Can't keep your hands off me, huh cowboy?"
He managed a smirk, his hands moving to coast over her back even as he swallowed hard to keep the nausea at bay, "would have to be damn near dead babe."
She looked down at him, his eyes closed as sweat popped out all over his forehead, beading down his chest. "Okay, so we've got a check in the sweats column for side effects." She dragged the well worn t-shirt over his head and went for his jeans. When his eyes peeked down at her fingers she snorted. "Don't get too excited. I'm tucking you in, not starting a party."
He lifted his hips, a half growl half grumble on his lips. He was beginning to wonder if this had been a good idea, he felt like death and hell he only had two days to be with her. "I’d prefer the party Katy."
"The good news is you'll probably feel like partying tomorrow," she patted his butt when he rolled over. Even sick as a dog, the man's ass was prime time. Shaking her head, she tossed his jeans over her shoulder before shrugging out of her own clothes. "I'll have a million questions for you when we wake up, Sugar."
He reached for her and tugged even as he felt the world bottom out. AS she snuggled into him he managed a grunt."I might answer half."
She ran a hand down his back feeling helpless and about as low as fire ants. Cripes, she'd done this to him. Sniffing, she pressed her cheek to his shoulder, soothed by the even breathing as he settled into sleep.
The night was long, his restless sleep and muttering incoherence as he thrashed through the night sweats was difficult to control. She didn't know if it was a reaction to the site injection or the fact that he didn't deal well with the steroids. The only saving grace was his obvious delirium, he didn't seem to be waking up with the sweats, just having awful nightmares that seemed to star her.
Finally he seemed to stop around nine in the morning, about four hours after she'd injected him. His sleep was sound and eerily deep, letting her finally follow suit as sun beams slid higher across the bed.
